Bucsfan67
EOG Master
Guys, first off i want to say, that i consider almost each and everyone one of you a friend, even though the majority i have not met....For those that i have met at the bashes, you know me, you know i am a real person, i am a good person, and i care about my friends deeply....I am not an "internet persona", that acts online, any different than i do in real life..
when i made the choice to come to EOG, it was basically due to my friendship with Ken and General, and Hache, and had nothing to do with anything bad by the RX...I stated all this when i left.....I simply was taking a better offer......I came here as a mod, and to run contests, help grade, and generally just do normal mod duties.....Of course, i cap all sports, so i would be posting plays here, just like always, no big deal to me......
However, when i came over, i was trumpeted as the 'best capper" , "solid" etc.....while appreciating the accolades, you notice you NEVER saw me say those things about myself.....It is simply too much to live up to....
However, i certainly expected to have similar results to what i have had posting plays for the last 3 years......Sadly, i have dissappointed greatly in that area.....
I want to apologize to the posters who blindly followed me based on prior success, or because of the "promotion" of me, before baseball.....For those that have followed for the last couple years, i dont feel near as bad, because i helped you build a lot more than you have lost this year, so i dont feel i have "hurt" you......the new people that just started this year, have suffered BECAUSE of me, and that bothers me........For those guys, i am truly sorry....I still feel i have contributed positively in my time here, and hope to continue to do so, long into the future, but i felt i needed to let you know, that i am very sorry for DISSAPPOINTING so many this season...
Many had hoped i would fail, since i did the horrible deed of switching jobs, to those people , i could care less.....i will still survive, despite on bad baseball season, and they will still be miserable long into the future....anyone who lets their life and feeling be dictated by a poster on the internet, that they dont follow, well, that about says it all...
But i know many did follow, even if not every play, they heeded my advice, and for the most part this year, it has been horrible...
I would love to know exactly why things are so different this year, but i just cant put my finger on it.....people will give their reasons why, but lets be honest, i played runlines in the past, and won, i played totals in the past, and won, i played home team fav's in the past and won...the only reason this stuff was brought up, was because i am now losing.....I have tried many things to turn it around, and nothing has worked so far....This is simply something i have to work thru on my own....I will continue to post plays however, as i want to work thru this, and most importantly, i want to show, that i am not as bad as this embarassing season has shown...If it was jsut about money, i would continue to play my plays, and hope to get some of my losses back, and simply not post....but i want to show that i am better than this....therefore i have to keep plugging at it....At least until i have lost as much as i won last year, if i reach that point, then well, i will have probably killed myself, so it wont matter...
Anyways, what was supposed to be a short post, has turned into a ramble, but basically i just wanted to say, that i am sorry for letting so many people down, it really does bother me, and anyone who REALLY knows me, knows that it does......
I dont want people thinking because i am still posting plays, that i think i am great or anything, i am simply trying to work through it....I dont expect anyone to be playing the plays, until i can prove that i can finally put together winning days again, like the past....i wouldnt blame anyone for fading right now, and if u do, i hope u stop right before i get hot.....
And please, no more advice on what i need to do, this is something i simply need to work out for myself, and i will do it.....jsut because i have staggered thru this year, does not mean, i have lost all ability, and i will rebound....i plan on posting my "local" ncaa plays, which have been successful, and hopefully another good capping year in NFL.....i managed to finish 3rd last year, in the nfl capping contest at RX, the hilton style contest....so i am still a capable capper, and hope to contribute here along with everyone else....I have not thrown in the towel, i have simply taken a big slice of humble pie...
i do appreciate those that have emailed me support, given me rep support, and the posters that continually wish me luck, and show confidence in me....It means alot.......I am really sorry for the lousy season..
I honestly hope that each of you finish out your baseball season in strong fashion, and continue the success right into the NFL....I am trying to simply recoup a little during the last 2 months of bases, and start off fresh in the NFL......
Best of Luck.....
when i made the choice to come to EOG, it was basically due to my friendship with Ken and General, and Hache, and had nothing to do with anything bad by the RX...I stated all this when i left.....I simply was taking a better offer......I came here as a mod, and to run contests, help grade, and generally just do normal mod duties.....Of course, i cap all sports, so i would be posting plays here, just like always, no big deal to me......
However, when i came over, i was trumpeted as the 'best capper" , "solid" etc.....while appreciating the accolades, you notice you NEVER saw me say those things about myself.....It is simply too much to live up to....
However, i certainly expected to have similar results to what i have had posting plays for the last 3 years......Sadly, i have dissappointed greatly in that area.....
I want to apologize to the posters who blindly followed me based on prior success, or because of the "promotion" of me, before baseball.....For those that have followed for the last couple years, i dont feel near as bad, because i helped you build a lot more than you have lost this year, so i dont feel i have "hurt" you......the new people that just started this year, have suffered BECAUSE of me, and that bothers me........For those guys, i am truly sorry....I still feel i have contributed positively in my time here, and hope to continue to do so, long into the future, but i felt i needed to let you know, that i am very sorry for DISSAPPOINTING so many this season...
Many had hoped i would fail, since i did the horrible deed of switching jobs, to those people , i could care less.....i will still survive, despite on bad baseball season, and they will still be miserable long into the future....anyone who lets their life and feeling be dictated by a poster on the internet, that they dont follow, well, that about says it all...
But i know many did follow, even if not every play, they heeded my advice, and for the most part this year, it has been horrible...
I would love to know exactly why things are so different this year, but i just cant put my finger on it.....people will give their reasons why, but lets be honest, i played runlines in the past, and won, i played totals in the past, and won, i played home team fav's in the past and won...the only reason this stuff was brought up, was because i am now losing.....I have tried many things to turn it around, and nothing has worked so far....This is simply something i have to work thru on my own....I will continue to post plays however, as i want to work thru this, and most importantly, i want to show, that i am not as bad as this embarassing season has shown...If it was jsut about money, i would continue to play my plays, and hope to get some of my losses back, and simply not post....but i want to show that i am better than this....therefore i have to keep plugging at it....At least until i have lost as much as i won last year, if i reach that point, then well, i will have probably killed myself, so it wont matter...
Anyways, what was supposed to be a short post, has turned into a ramble, but basically i just wanted to say, that i am sorry for letting so many people down, it really does bother me, and anyone who REALLY knows me, knows that it does......
I dont want people thinking because i am still posting plays, that i think i am great or anything, i am simply trying to work through it....I dont expect anyone to be playing the plays, until i can prove that i can finally put together winning days again, like the past....i wouldnt blame anyone for fading right now, and if u do, i hope u stop right before i get hot.....
And please, no more advice on what i need to do, this is something i simply need to work out for myself, and i will do it.....jsut because i have staggered thru this year, does not mean, i have lost all ability, and i will rebound....i plan on posting my "local" ncaa plays, which have been successful, and hopefully another good capping year in NFL.....i managed to finish 3rd last year, in the nfl capping contest at RX, the hilton style contest....so i am still a capable capper, and hope to contribute here along with everyone else....I have not thrown in the towel, i have simply taken a big slice of humble pie...
i do appreciate those that have emailed me support, given me rep support, and the posters that continually wish me luck, and show confidence in me....It means alot.......I am really sorry for the lousy season..
I honestly hope that each of you finish out your baseball season in strong fashion, and continue the success right into the NFL....I am trying to simply recoup a little during the last 2 months of bases, and start off fresh in the NFL......
Best of Luck.....