Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

[cursed]

A few weeks ago I deposited 100 into online sportsbook. I had a nice run where I remained disciplined, picked my spots and build it into 1600$. I started betting bigger and today I placed three losing bets in a row and am down to 300$. I have no job, no friends, no life, and am clinically depressed. I live in Arizona and the people who used to be my friends all live in either Colorado or Nevada. To make a long story short, I may be the most miserable human being alive. I don't talk to anyone, my own family doesnt even like me. While I was making money I ignored all of this stuff, but for some reason when I am on the verge of going busto it all resurfaces. Im sorry to come out of the blue and show up here like this and ask for help. The reality is I have nobody I can talk to. If I lose this 300$ I currently have I don't know what I will do. I know how all of this sounds, pathetic. And I apologize for that. I understand its most likely that I have noone to blame but myself for this situation. I do not know if I am capable of grinding my balance back up because after a few weeks of placing 500$ wagers betting small seems very insignificant. Does anyone have a suggestion on how I can build my roll back up? Merry Christmas everyone and once again I apologize for this intrusion. Here is my last weeks account history. As you can see, when I lose, I lose big because I attempt to chase down my losses. This has plagued me my entire life. I am thinking of just doing a parlay or teaser with the last 300 in there and if I lose :shoot:

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<th nowrap=""> Monday</th><th nowrap=""> Tuesday</th><th nowrap=""> Wednesday</th><th nowrap=""> Thursday</th><th nowrap=""> Friday</th><th nowrap=""> Saturday</th><th nowrap=""> Sunday</th><th nowrap=""> Total</th><th nowrap=""> Current
Balance </th><th nowrap=""> Today's Non-Posted
Casino Plays </th>

-799

265

170

273

-729

-500

0

-1,319

300

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[mr merlin]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Do you think you're special? Most of us do the same thing with our bankrolls, join the club. As far as your depression goes, no one wants to be around a miserable downer of a person, you better at least pretend to be a little fun if you want to have friends. Merry Christmas.

 

[dinkenson]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

when i was 28 i borrowed over 100k to stay in action....it took a long time but i grinded my way back...some people i know are in serious debt and have children they can barely feed yet they do the best they can....my first suggestion is stop gambling...if you bet more when you win and even more when you lose you have found the only system which guarantees you will go broke....talk to your friends and find a different lifestyle, things tend to get better when you calm down, make some changes and get control of your life

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

I have no friends left. All I have is 300 dollars in an offshore betting account. If I lose this 300, I may kill myself. I don't know how I can build this back up. There is one NFL game and a few NBA and College games. Noone knows whats going to happen, I dont even know why I am bothering asking this. But how can I be guaranteed to build my bankroll up? I do have an edge. But if I wager 1% at this point, that is 3 dollars per wager. It would take an eternity to get back. It is absolutely essential I win. Failure will result in my death.

 

[mr merlin]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Looks like a kinger ghost at work, but if you're not I'll give you the best advice I can - put it all on a two team parlay and go from there!:grand:

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

I can assure you sir I am no ghost. Two team parlay you say? Interesting, that is what I was considering also. What two picks?

 

[mr merlin]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

The picks need to come from you mboy, winning with other peoples picks wont end your depression, winning with your own might. And by the way, if you lose, dont kill yourself - go rob a bank or something, that'll get the juices flowing!:luck:

 

[Doughy]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

I can assure you sir I am no ghost. Two team parlay you say? Interesting, that is what I was considering also. What two picks?

Under 192' Knicks/Celtics and Long Beach St -1'. Parlay it with Oklahoma City on the ML. No way Orlando wins at OKC tomorrow night.

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Robbing a bank takes equipment, a team, and someone willing to take the risk who also has ice water running through his bloodstream. I can't say I have any of those. Maybe I should bet 100$ on a big teaser and hope I hit it? If I risk the 2 team parlay and it loses I will be a dead man.

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Under 192' Knicks/Celtics and Long Beach St -1'. Parlay it with Oklahoma City on the ML. No way Orlando wins at OKC tomorrow night.

Thank you for the suggestion. I appreciate it. What makes you so sure the Knicks/Celtics game stays under and also LBS? I have been getting murdered on totals. I do agree that Oklahoma City ML appears to be a winning bet. Packers Money Line should also be a win. Maybe we could come up with something that appears very solid that would way out at 2-1? At least then I would have 900 in my account and feeling a little better.

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

LBS is on the road at Kansas State. This is a gamble. Can we come up with something a little less risky? :lock::lock::lock::lock:

 

[Doughy]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Pierce is doubtful for Boston. Neither team played sharp in the short preseason. It's the first game and teams aren't gelling yet so I'd naturally look at an under before an over. I feel stronger about that play than Long Beach St, but they have more size and athleticism than Kansas St and are playing better ball lately. Orlando is a train wreck with all the Howard trade rumors.

OKC is a very tough place to win a game at, let alone opening night. Westbrook will make Nelson look foolish and Kendrick Perkins has historically played Dwight Howard very well. Perkins has lost 35 lbs this offseason and will be up against a very distracted Dwight Howard. Plus, OKC has a much better coach and overall talent.

 

[Doughy]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

No, Long Beach is playing them in Honolulu.

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Im not sure if Howards "distractions" will prevent him from having a monster night, which he is certainly capable of. However I do agree Oklahoma City ML is a good bet. Unfortunately it appears that and the Packers ML are the only two picks in this parlay so far. This only pays out at not even 1 to 2. Anything for sure we can throw in to get it to pay 2 to 1? Keep in mind we can buy points also.

 

[kid44]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

GB first half.

 

[Doughy]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

I can lead a horse to water, but cannot make it drink. Ghost or no ghost, Merry Christmas.

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

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1. 12/25/2011 8:30 PM NFL Football 129 Chicago Bears/Green Bay Packers* Over 30 -700
2. 12/25/2011 8:30 PM NFL Football 130 Green Bay Packers* -600 vs Chicago Bears
3. 12/25/2011 12:05 PM NBA Basketball 501 Boston Celtics/New York Knicks* Under 200 -300
4. 12/25/2011 8:05 PM NBA Basketball 508 Oklahoma City Thunder* -390 vs Orlando Magic
5. 12/25/2011 10:35 PM NBA Basketball 510 Golden State Warriors* +10 -290 vs Los Angeles Clippers

This parlay pays out at 2.01 to 1. I kind of like it. I am attracted to this parlay, Id like to have sex with it. But the problem is it looks like its possible one of the legs may be broken. Which one?

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[Viejo Dinosaur]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

He knows what a ghost is with less than 10 posts?

OK Casper....

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Looks like a kinger ghost at work, but if you're not I'll give you the best advice I can - put it all on a two team parlay and go from there!:grand:

While I have no idea who this individual he speaks of is, it is not hard to realize he seems to believe I am a previous poster or "the ghost" of a previous poster.
I have never posted on this fine site before sir. :lock:

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

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1. 12/25/2011 8:30 PM NFL Football 129 Chicago Bears/Green Bay Packers* Over 30 -700
2. 12/25/2011 8:30 PM NFL Football 130 Green Bay Packers* -600 vs Chicago Bears
3. 12/25/2011 12:05 PM NBA Basketball 501 Boston Celtics/New York Knicks* Under 200 -300
4. 12/25/2011 8:05 PM NBA Basketball 508 Oklahoma City Thunder* -390 vs Orlando Magic
5. 12/25/2011 10:35 PM NBA Basketball 510 Golden State Warriors* +10 -290 vs Los Angeles Clippers

This parlay pays out at 2.01 to 1. I kind of like it. I am attracted to this parlay, Id like to have sex with it. But the problem is it looks like its possible one of the legs may be broken. Which one?

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Does anyone have some thoughts/suggestions/additions they would like to make to our daily EOG parlay that we are going to utilize to topple the gaming industry? Together we will do a parlay a day, things we agree on only. We will watch our bankrolls grow and stay disciplined. Ladies and Gents I present to you the EOG parlay of the Day. We will build them together, and reap the benefits together. It will be epic.

 

[Deal With It]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Does anyone have some thoughts/suggestions/additions they would like to make to our daily EOG parlay that we are going to utilize to topple the gaming industry? Together we will do a parlay a day, things we agree on only. We will watch our bankrolls grow and stay disciplined. Ladies and Gents I present to you the EOG parlay of the Day. We will build them together, and reap the benefits together. It will be epic.

Sounds good Kinger!

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Sounds good Kinger!

Sir I am not "Kinger". Perhaps we could get one of the Mods to confirm this?
In any case let us not be diverted from the real issues at hand here. The issue is I am the one. The chosen one. The leader that will lead us all to prosperity. We will build a wager a day and keep records. Our bankrolls will grow and compound. We will become rich. We have vast resources, tools, knowledge, and degenerate sports fans here. What else do we need other than a little discipline? So let us get started on the Daily Parlay.

Leg 1) Are we all in agreement that Oklahoma City will be victorious on the Money Line?

 

[Deal With It]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Go with Doughboy's parlay, drink some egg nog and have fun watching the games.

Merry Christmas

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Go with Doughboy's parlay, drink some egg nog and have fun watching the games.

Merry Christmas

I am not certain is Doughboys parlay is better than I one I layed out above. It is certainly possible it will be a winner. The one I layed out pays a little over 2 to 1, and you have to admit thats like walking around a high school girls locker room, some pretty nice legs. I don't know which one I should go with.

I do not drink egg nog.

Merry Christmas.

 

[BigOrange]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

All in on Lakers ML+150

Then all in on Golden State ML +190 will get you pumped back up!

If not, save a couple of dollars for a bullet.

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

You think Lakers beat the Bulls?

 

[dogball]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Dont rush your picks
Dont parlay, go all in on the next good bet
Dont bet from a negative mindframe
Most problem gamblers want to lose to affirm there negative beliefs in sub conscious, chill out and pick your spots After taking a step back to freshen perspective

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Dont rush your picks
Dont parlay, go all in on the next good bet
Dont bet from a negative mindframe
Most problem gamblers want to lose to affirm there negative beliefs in sub conscious, chill out and pick your spots After taking a step back to freshen perspective

Thats what Im trying to see if there is a "next good one" to go all in on here. And isnt that kind of a questionable method anyway? Going all in? One loss and bye-bye.

ALL in on Knicks/Celtics Under 192?

 

[dogball]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

No opinions on any basket game
I like all in on one -110 game over the five team -300 parlay
Think about this, right now your up over 200 percent in a real short time period Takes wall street 15 years for that return. If you gamble whils simultaneously considering to hurt yourself, you will arrange to lose. Your roi is huge thus far, be positive

 

[cursed]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

If its huge now what was it when my bankroll was 1660?

Man I have had some horrific beats the last couple days. Expensive.

 

[William Lee]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

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1. 12/25/2011 8:30 PM NFL Football 129 Chicago Bears/Green Bay Packers* Over 30 -700
2. 12/25/2011 8:30 PM NFL Football 130 Green Bay Packers* -600 vs Chicago Bears
3. 12/25/2011 12:05 PM NBA Basketball 501 Boston Celtics/New York Knicks* Under 200 -300
4. 12/25/2011 8:05 PM NBA Basketball 508 Oklahoma City Thunder* -390 vs Orlando Magic
5. 12/25/2011 10:35 PM NBA Basketball 510 Golden State Warriors* +10 -290 vs Los Angeles Clippers

This parlay pays out at 2.01 to 1. I kind of like it. I am attracted to this parlay, Id like to have sex with it. But the problem is it looks like its possible one of the legs may be broken. Which one?

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Anyone who has no job and is need of $$$ should NOT gamble. Ending things is the pussy way out. If you have $300 offshore pull it out buy some food and FIND A JOB! Anything will help,lol. As a ghost you do pretty bad.Betting for a living is not done the way you do it, so give it up, man up, find a job and support your family, or be a better ghost! Is this play a teaser not a parlay?

 

[Teddy kgb]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

cursed..........haha great user name

 

[Boys911]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

You have to look at the bright side that you have a profit of $200. Take your time and pick spots that look good. Don't ever CHASE

 

[BrickShitHouse]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Wonder why your internet is still working? Did octoman come back for the holidays trying to find some suckers? Or is this in fact a kinger ghost?

 

[BigOrange]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

I hope so. It's my biggest play of the week. Also played Dallas+4 today!

You think Lakers beat the Bulls?

 

[ArchieBunker]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Cursed,

After reading this thread I've come to the conclusion that the best thing you can do is withdraw the $300, buy a gun and one bullet and put an end to things quickly. It's obvious you don't enjoy life and you say you don't have any friends so why keep torturing yourself? Or put the 300 on a parlay, win some money and then be back in this same situation a week from now. Either way, gl and have a Merry Christmas.

 

[August West]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Doughboy, you a little freaked out that this cat will kill himself if your parlay doesn't hit?

 

[KingRevolver]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

You guys need to stop with this Kinger ghost bullshit. It's really annoying. Who wants to wager that this isn't me? $1,000... let's go...

Every time I put up an offer, you hear crickets, but the accusations never stop.

It's not me. Move on.

 

[idiotspayforpick]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

A few weeks ago I deposited 100 into online sportsbook. I had a nice run where I remained disciplined, picked my spots and build it into 1600$. I started betting bigger and today I placed three losing bets in a row and am down to 300$. I have no job, no friends, no life, and am clinically depressed. I live in Arizona and the people who used to be my friends all live in either Colorado or Nevada. To make a long story short, I may be the most miserable human being alive. I don't talk to anyone, my own family doesnt even like me. While I was making money I ignored all of this stuff, but for some reason when I am on the verge of going busto it all resurfaces. Im sorry to come out of the blue and show up here like this and ask for help. The reality is I have nobody I can talk to. If I lose this 300$ I currently have I don't know what I will do. I know how all of this sounds, pathetic. And I apologize for that. I understand its most likely that I have noone to blame but myself for this situation. I do not know if I am capable of grinding my balance back up because after a few weeks of placing 500$ wagers betting small seems very insignificant. Does anyone have a suggestion on how I can build my roll back up? Merry Christmas everyone and once again I apologize for this intrusion. Here is my last weeks account history. As you can see, when I lose, I lose big because I attempt to chase down my losses. This has plagued me my entire life. I am thinking of just doing a parlay or teaser with the last 300 in there and if I lose :shoot:

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-799

265

170

273

-729

-500

 

-1,319

300

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no better time to off yourself than Xmas, I say do it...........don't be a quitter, you can win this bet.

 

[trytrytry]

Re: Lost and Lonely in Arizona and on the brink of ending my suffering

Im pretty sure if you start to volunteer anyplace, or help somebody you can have a handful of friends in less than 3 days..start with that....